Lost~

Results released d~everything went smooth...and now im so lost dunno what field should i work for...Applied few airlines companies ade...hoping to get my dream job so that i can leave M'sia and fly away from this sad places that full of sad memories~wishing that i can forget everything soon and have my new happy life again...time passes,but those memories between me and him are still so fresh in my mind...almost every nite i'll still dream of him...sigh~painful memories that he left on me still sticking on my mind...hoping i can go on with my life happily like he did~pray hard that 2mrw will be a better day for me! :)

The Cycle of Love

I started to feel that love is no longer real or endless. From what i experienced before...Love is like a cycle, it will never last :( ... it goes this way, when u started to believe that u have found ur true love and started to feel u are on top of the world and u have owned everything that u ever needed...happiness,love,care,your mr.right and u felt in love~and when a relationship started...u will fall deeper and deeper each day...and those happiness will not stay very long~problems started to occurs,things changes,the person u love so much changes and all u can do is try 2 make things work and accept it even though the truth is hurt n sad...u know that it is the only way for u to protect this relationship till the day u cant take it anymore...everything changes..n here comes to the end...heart broken and u r left in da darkness and all u have to do is learn to be strong and stand up again...once u step into a new beginning...a new chapter of ur single life...u have learned to be more matured and stronger and of coz it is even harder 4 u to believe that there's still true love in this world...here comes again guysss that will able to make to blieve again there's true love appeared in this world...and the whole cycle of love begins again...and will end with heart broken again...that's what we called the cycle of love...no forever,no endless love,no true love...there's always an ending~

Sentences that i found interesting during my trip~

During my trip to melacca i found out there are 2 boards with a very meaningful sentences on it..So i captured them down...For those that don't understand chinese words i able to translate it for u guys~

Thanks to those that had cheated on you before because they help you to improved your visions.

Thanks to those that had hurt you before because it will strengthen your heart.

When Can I Cured My Broken Hearted Completely?

Out of no where i have the feel to post another blog. After viewing HIS blog, i started to feel he's no longer the guy that i knew,loved and admired anymore~he'd changed into a stranger that i used to love. Im still missing him badly, Can anyone teach me how to not miss the person u once loved? i feel myself is so hopeless,helpless,useless now. He's not worth a single tears of mine but i juz cant get out of his world, still dreamt about him laz nite which make me woke up in a moody mode...I Miss You~ :(

Im a Newly Single Gal~

Finally,i able to go on with my new single life again eventhough he will still appear in my mind once a while but i believe that time will cured me and i'll start to enjoy my single life again.Now,i started to believe the phase " Once u break up,you are 1 more step closer to your Mr.Right".Nothing much to write in this post...signing off~

What a EMO Day~

Today im kinda emo...i have no idea wht happened,but juz feel dat ever since dat day,everything bcome so meaningless for me,no matter where i go,what i do,who am i with,he juz cant get off of my mind.I dun understand why all these happened to me,no matter how hard i tried to go on with my life,there's still HIM in my mind. It's so painful to miss a person that once belongs to me. I understand that i have to forget him,all the things he have done,all the lies he has said,all the hurts he have left on me. i really hate myself for being such a fool that im still here missing him so badly. Tot sleep will rest my mind from all these painful memories but he came in my dreamland again! in my dream,everyting were so perfect,it makes me dun feel like waking up...and i know once i wake up,i have to face all da fact,all the painful feelings. its so hard for me to pretend im doing so fine in front of everyone...im so tired~~

Finally i started blogging

This is my first blog after so long my buddies ask me 2 blog~Finally i have the mood to create one...hmm~no idea what to write also~this is gonna be my e-diary and i guess every lil things that happened in my life will be reported here~