Smile though your heart is aching

Today has been a very very tiring day for me~ Saturday and i have to wake up 6 in da morning~!! 2 get myself ready for my 1st ever interview and somemore in Manara Public Bank~! So even more stressed up! Went there and met few new friends~ Every1 with their professional looks~Scary~~basically,i felt i did my interview badly...1st interview is always like dat according 2 Chris...LoLz~ After interview go relax 4 a while in some Japanese Dessert Shop in Pavillion...Enjoyed n talked about lotsa things with my bestie~ n went dinner in Hartamas...and finally got back room in a very very tired condition...but suddenly got kinda emo~ eventhough so tired, outta no where got da mood 2 blog~It has been a very tiring week for me this whole week...but dunno why...everynite still miss him so much~~Bo Go Ship Da~~I knw sounds kinda hopeless...it has been quite a while but still cant get him outta my mind...started to feel worry now~dunno i can let it go anot...coz i dun feel like holding on this feeling forever~really afraid that i'll have this feeling with me forever and cant recover anymore!! So,decided to get myself more things 2 do in order to make myself tired till the max..so taken a job from MYC! itz a Digi Roadshow event in few different campus~ will start working on next mon~ Hoping will meet new ppl n get my mind cleared off and go on with my life without missing him~!! haih~~really emo,moody,tired now! Dun understand why i can be so hopeless...till now still missing him so badly...guess he's enjoying his new life and forgotten me d~n im still stuck here...i always scold myself "Diane,you are such a LOSER!!" ....Sob Sob~~ Hope later o sooner i will not nid 2 throw all my sadness in this diary anymore n able to post more happy posts :(